Today is not my day. Today nothing went well to me, maybe i may look ok but i dont feel ok. im sick and tired. But is god's day. he doing good in me.

yesterday night was a awesome night(2 dec)! GUITARING FOR WORSHIP THAT DAY!

IPhone! i am next to have you!

His unending love & free flow blessing!

For those who is still study in secondary! Please enjoy your time there. secondary is the BEST time of your life!

What is the best moment of life.?

- Sleeping
- doing things that you like/love
- EAT
- DREAMING OF YOUR LOVE ONE
- FEELING JESUS"S LOVE.

That's my best 5 moment of my life.
Actually i have more but it okay just stick to this 5.
What about you.? have you ever think of this.?
If not, let spent 15 mins to think of this question:)

SOMETIMES, I JUST HOPE THAT YOU'RE MINE
but think that YOU CAN LIVE BETTER W/O ME.

FUCK YOU.

I LOVE YOU. KEEPING IT TO MYSELF IS THE WAY I LOVE YOU.

Posting all your emotional at facebook or whatsoever doesn't show people how sad is your life but how weak you really are. So no point!

You're good, it just that i found someone that is BETTER(:

READING STOMP IS FUN BUT BEEN STOMP IS SUCK!
TO ALL THE LAME STOMPer.
Stop STOMPing OTHERS.
why dont you stomp yourself first.?

Our GOD is greater
Our GOD is stronger
GOD, You are higher than any other
Our God is healer
AWESOME in POWER
OUR GOD, OUR GOD

And if our god is for us
Then who can ever stop us.
And if our god is with us
Then what can stand against.

Smoking is cool, having boyfriends/girlfriend is cool, fighting is cool, tattoo is cool BUT.. BEING MYSELF IS COOLER!

"Life is bout making choices; success is bout making right choices."

First Birthday Gift From Abba, is a star award!
That award has shown me how much abba has change me and blessed me and i believe he will bless me even more and i will grow in his wonderful grace. God, thanks for all you have done for me. You are the best. ILOVEYOU, because YOU FIRST LOVES ME. God show me more grace and bless me more, i wanna stand that the top of the world and tell people that how mighty is your love. god, i will never want to fail you and even i did. You will walk back to me and hold my hand with your warm and big hand and show me the work that you had for me.

YONG JUN HYUNG! Can i have you for my BIRTHDAY.?!

YONG JUN HYUNG! Can I Have You For My BIRTHDAY.?!

My holiday is HERE!
i was waiting for my holiday to come but when it up, i have no idea what to do on my is holiday.
well i think is gonna be the same music, dance, out going event, actives and some reseach about animal, plants and inserts.
1 month of holiday, it gonna be fun:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOON WOON(BEAST)!

All the best for your upcoming events
or ablum! Be blessed:D
All the best for

BEAST NEW ALBUM "FICTION & FACT' IS OUT NOW!!!

GUMMY BEAR<3

THIS FEW DAYS IM HAVING CLASS TEST & PHASE TEST.
SOMEMORE EXAM IS IN JUNE.
I HAVEN'T PERPARE YET.
OH MY GOSH!
GONNA STUDY LIKE MAD DURING THIS TWO MONTHS.

MY LIFE IS IN A MESS NOW!

today i remember about you.
i remember all the beauiful past that you have given me.
It is 100% perfect to me.
you let me been thru all i have to been thru.
you are the reason that i grow up.

you're really beauiful.
i cant have you, but it alright.
i just want to see you smile.
And you really have a beauiful Girlfriend.

no matter you're with who.
your smile are the only things i want.

and i know one day my feeling on you
will fade away one day
just wait until the one day
and when the day comes i will face you with a smlie
and no more heartbreak.

and i hope we will be friend one day

and i know i will not gonna fall for a guy that easy again
im anti to guy now!
mean in the words of "love" no more guy.

45 days ago, i was talking on the phone with you.
we never see each other face to face before.
it just happen in a random night.
i know that you have find your loves one.
that this few times you asked me did i miss you.
and i said no. the reason i say no is because that you have gf.
other reason is i dont know what is my feeling and heart thinking.

after that you have not call me for long time.
And now i finally know that i miss you.
i miss talking to you on the phone.
now i understand missing dont means love.
missing is just something that you keep thinking of.

Missing can be use in things, human and etc.

although you never call me, but i still hope that you are enjoying your life.
And i hope that your passion in music will be stronger and stronger.
i really Loves your drum.
when your playing the drum is the time that you makes you goes "WOW"
Jiayo! all the best for you everything!

WHEN I GLOW UP ~

i got numbers of job that i wanna do
1. detective(westen side)
2. teacher of boy band & write lyrics(korea)
3. manager of boy band(korea)

i just hope that i can do all 3 together!
i know 2&3 can do it together,
but i greater hope is be a detective.
Yes, be a detective still can set music & dance
as a hobbies, but you cant put 100% on it.
so my target onli got 2.
detective or music.
but i know im going to work @ overseas.
before i can choose my job,
i have to work for it.
easy, school work is train for been a detective
music learn in other way that all.

actually, i have a lot of hobbies
but being a detective and work well in music & dancing is my interest:D

let talk about my hobbies
sports:
running
volleyball
bowling
basketball
soccer
swimming
tennis
watersports

lifes:
reading
doll up
handwork
watch drama
shopping
studies
baking
adviser
love to use brain a lot
like drinkin & etc.

my life are interesting isn't it.?
haha~
you can too.
think carefully what are you interesting in
and start working up:D
come on~ you can do it.
must train hard to get anything.
you will regret if you do nothing.
trust me .
for your good.
love you.
oya~
i changed my name, to Christina Jamie.
are you confuse.?
now i got two real name; Christina Jamie & Jamie yap hui shan
You can called me christina, jamie, huishan, shan or whatever you wanna call
but my dancing friends call me W
So i am W yap in dance.

OK! that all
have to go now.
bye~
peace!

Im damn sad now .
My camera spoil.
my camera is one of my precious
and it just leave me out of a sudden.
im so but i know daddy will restore a better one for me.
i have faith in him.
camera also leave me already.
time really change things.
some leave some comes.
Time past things change.
i really dont know what will happen tml.
cant wait for a brand new day to come.
cant wait to get the blessing from daddy.
cant wait to get his grace day by day.
cant wait to see the path he gave me.
but, i will enjoy this min that im living.
im enjoying in his grace & love
daddy is so good
he can bless you so much in every sec.
i love him
because he first love me

Hey peeps, my passion of music are back! YEAH MAN! That right! my soul is ALIVEEEE! Awesome.! i doing it not for love, i doing it out of love! I WILL NOT STOP MY PATH WITH MUSIC & THINGS I INTEREST i will follow the lord with empty hands & just praise & worship him with what i have. Ok, let go to school things. i have new work to do. is LIFESKILL. i have to do 6 hours journey and total of 1500 words. plus a lot of photo to proof that i did it photos are problems. i dont take pictures of myself. the due date is 5 may. my activity is dance, music skill, relationship, shopping. still need to write what, who, where, how, why. OK 1 lah.

I feel suck when i fall a sleep because of tired and i miss doing things. is like so waste of time. the time is not use as SLEEPING, is use for STUDYING & DANCING. BUT I WENT TO SLEEP. am i stupid or dumb. IF THIS IS THING HAPPEN AGAIN YOOU CAN GO JUMP DOWN OF YOUR HOUSE! damn anrgy @ myself. nevermind, i still got tomorrow. god loves me, he will not let me do this mistake again JIAYO BA. hate doing things that is waste of time time is so important to me. CHRISTINA! COME ON. YOU MUST STAND UP FOR YOUR OWN LIFE! DONT GIVE UP!!! christina jamie~

30 Mar

31 Mar

Hey peers, I am back again. today went to school to do PEQ project. Finally, only left 1 more project & 2 test to go. Nothing much today. Oh and ya. my sister getting marry soon on the 9 april. tomorrow have to go try out the dress THAT ALL

Finally, is my school holiday. For 3 weeks!
but i still needa do project with classmates.
After holiday got PO1 & EVT written test.
Whatever, 2 things that i gonna do,
enjoy being myself & dont care others.

although, my life are black & white,
but i still enjoy being myself.

W,

HEY!
finally i am back uh.?
sorry, i was having test.
still got 1 phase test & 1 thy test.
After that holiday alread.
feel like having like class outing.
but i know them not very long will they go.??
let me try and see.


LIFE IS GOOD!

"I am sustained by the Love of God."
"I am the light of the world."
"I will step back and let Him lead the way."
"In my defenselessness my safety lies."
"God's Will for me is perfect happiness."

What A Tired Day

just settle down after reaching home

today i went for volleyball training

so is kinda tired now.

tml still got S&W.

omgh.

jiayo jamie yap.!

bye.

gotta go rest:D

rest well people:D

We all have our own life to pursue, our own kind of dream to be weaving. And we all have some power to make wishes come true, as long as we keep believing.
- Louisa May Alcott

To change one's life:
1. Start immediately.
2. Do it flamboyantly.
3. No exceptions.
- William James -

lust is my love word.?

NEW YEAR. NEW SCHOOL. NEW CLASS. NEW FRIENDS

NEW YEAR:
2010 is alread past & comes a new 2011.
i hope this year will be much more better than last year.
i hope i can be at least one smiling face on my diary
& also do well in everything at i'm in.
although i have strong EQ & IQ.
i just wanna smile thought out the whole year.

NEW SCHOOL:
it took one and the half hour journey to my new school
& every weekday i have to reach school before 8am.
so is a must for me to wake @ 5am & leave house @ 6am
but i am ok with it.
it just makes me feel alive.
i like to be busy & being lazy is what i hate.

NEW CLASS:
i have a new school & a new class.
it funny that i have a school but no class right.
my class is JC1101A.
my classmates are all friendly
& i am kinda act friendly too because i know that
is a must to be friendly for the first few months
they know me by name of awesome
because some of them have problem
saying my chinese name.
anyway it just name.
but i also know that somehow they will find out
what kinda person i am.
i am not a good person & nor bad
but when say bad. i can be more evil then anyone
& good girl is not mine way.

NEW FRIENDS:
it so unbelieveable that
the most of the whole class is my friends.!
and they are different
thank god that i can follow ppl flow easily
but sometimes i dont.
it just have to see my mood.
the 2nd week alread past.
so far i have been laughing a lot
because of surya, aloy and the girls.
actually can say whole class
but surya and aloy are highlighted.!

THIS IS MY NEW LIFE.!
I WILL DO WELL IN THE COURSE THAT I TAKE
NO GIVE UP. THE COURSE IS HARD.
BUT IT EASY FOR AWESOME.!
IT JUST TOO AWESOME TO BE ME MYSELF.!