god, i thank you that you have already change me too a better person and you makes me much more happy than last time

but god sometime i think that i am a very selfish person,
sometime just over hyper,
did not keep most of the promises,
wasting a lot of time,
can not force in the things,
too over playful,
too over lazy,
no heart for most of the things,
too much worry,
and
spending too much time on playing

God, i really need your help!
please do help me, God