Wednesday, March 17, 2010

dong is me!

today dong, hidayu and ulfah went to scs
at first is like bored to the max
but at the last minute we start to play board games
and is like super funny...
then we sent ulfah home
afterward dong and hidayu sit under ulfah's block
hidayu was doing her work
and you guess what dong doing???
sitting there scratching dong's leg
and last i went dinner with hidayu and her brother, zaki at LJS

before i reach home my mood is good
but my sister say something makes me sad
because i forget to buy her water
then say this to me in a angry voice
" you forget like how you forget my birthday"
is not that i forget, is idontknow what to do for your birthday
i want to make you happy too
is not a easy things to buy present for the close one
but i dont blame you
i understand your feeling
i know you feel very sad when your small sister did not do anything for your birthday
but you must understand!
is not i dont want to give you present or whatever
is i dont know what to do for your birthday
i dont know to make you happy!!!
WHY NOBODY UNDERSTAND MEEEEE!!!
I JUST WANT YOUR TO UNDERSTAND ME
ITIZ VER HARD TO DO IT...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

i feel hurt when i am trying my to forget you.
but i feel more hurt when i am loving you.
i just dont know what to do.
i feel sad
when i am thinking about you
i am feeling hurt when i am miss you
i feel more hurt when i look at you

you steal away my heart
and you run a way
now i have no heart to do anything
please return my heart

i dont wanna feel hurt anymore
i want to forget you
can you help me?
i really need your help
give me back my heart
this is all i want
i am sure you can help me

Thursday, March 11, 2010

i feel sad when i know that u have gf
i know that you are not belong to me
but i just cant put back my heart from walking toward you
at 1st i thot that i will not felll in love with you
but just out of a sudden my heart is with you

but i know that i dont want to be like nazreen
she too over about himmmmm
and somemore he also not handsome
hahaha
hope nazreen dont read this
if not she going to kill me

god pls help me!!!
I DONT WANT TO LOVE HIM

Thursday, March 4, 2010

cross country

a lot of things happen during the cross country
got happy and got sad
before i say about the cross country
i have to tell and that my two funny friends are behind
and just nice they are NAZREEN AND HIDAYU
hidayu sit on my left
nazreen sit on my right
my left side is super quite
but my right side is super noisy


okay let go to the cross country thingy
but i am kinda of lazy to say about it
and nazreen is crazy now
out of sudden she must laugh like nobody business

oh ya!
i smile at one guy today
and he smile back
and i think nazreen angry with me
cause he the guy that nazreen like

and i feel so embarrassing
i like one crazy girl in front of him
then i fell down in front of him so many time sia
then he look at me, and i also look at him
he look at me like what sia
my heart break sia

nevermind lah
okay nazreen is trying read what i am writing now
got to go
bye:D

Monday, March 1, 2010

god, i thank you that you have already change me too a better person and you makes me much more happy than last time

but god sometime i think that i am a very selfish person,
sometime just over hyper,
did not keep most of the promises,
wasting a lot of time,
can not force in the things,
too over playful,
too over lazy,
no heart for most of the things,
too much worry,
and
spending too much time on playing

God, i really need your help!
please do help me, God