Monday, December 13, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JINKI.!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to onew
happy birthday to you...
onew you are 21 years old alread.!!
you have been 21 for more than 5 hours.!

생일 축하 합니다
생일 축하 합니다
사랑하는 이진기게
생일 축하 합니다

xoxo,W

Monday, November 22, 2010

feelin damn down this few days.
i think i just have to find something to do
then stayin at home thinkin here and there.

i like to be busy then doin nothing.
and so ya.

wanna find something to do already.
update your next time:D


xoxo W

Monday, October 25, 2010

i like guys that dance very well,
just like jabbawockeez.
they are really awesome.

however, do you know they did a lot practice to that the result.
if you have a superstar and you want to be like them.
Then, you really must follow what exactly what they do
or you must even do more than them.
your superstar, they did practice countless time.
MOST IMPORTANTLY!!
they dont give up:D

just keep practices and you will that what you want
FIGHTING

xoxo, W

Friday, October 22, 2010

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

yesterday is my mother birthday, which on the 21oct.
we are going to celebrate on Sat or Sun.
wohoohoohoo!
cant wait for the celebration:D
btw i did not buy her persent.
however i really dont know what to buy for her.
so i treat her lunch today^^
Got To Go!
BB
<3 ya
xoxo; W

Saturday, October 2, 2010

brandy, my tears drops for the only you


Out of a very sudden i thinking of brandy.

she is my pet.
she leave me on 20 sep 2010.
she went to heaven.
i will spent more time on others
brandy dont worry i will not forget you.
you're always in my heart.



this song this for you.

one day, there was 4 puppys.
come to the earth.
and they are like a show
so pure, so cute.
and
i start to taking of them
when i was pri 3.
so i..
feed them, spent time with them,
play with them when i bored.
hug them when i cry.
sleep with them when i tired.


and now
one of them leave me
do you i can
take it
she went heaven
she leaving me alone.
and now.
i cant have the chance to
feed her, spent time with her
play with her when i am bored
hug her when i sad
ohhhhh
brandy, my tears is drops for you.
and you alway be in my heart.
and please dont forget me
remember to bark when you meet me.



Thursday, September 30, 2010


Yap. that is me.
my whole month have nothing but study.
2nd round of my n's is 4 oct
which is next monday.
i now really dont have the mood to study
but i have no choice.
have to go now.
have too go study:C
bye and god bless:D

love by W

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

W is scare of failing her N's:C
i get back all my prelim result.
i didnt doo well:C
i have no time to study.
4 oct is my sci paper 1 & 2 + ebs.

this few days were so suck up.
i dont know what happen to my ma.
she keep finding problem.
she keep scolding me, i didnt even do anything
and my sister too.
she keep nagging me.
do she know how stress am i?
she DONT isn't?

i dont know what to do.
my head are so heavy, my heart also.
is like the whole world giving me problem!!!
who can i look to.

GOD, I NEED YOUR HELP
PLEASE HELP MEEEEEEE!!!!!!
W is scare of going to ite:C
To me going ite is like going to another world.
however, i dont how ite will be like.
ARHHHHH!
how i hope i can dont grow upppp.
SOOOOO SCARY:C

Saturday, September 18, 2010


The picture is here:D



Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Today i got science and CPA paper.
i think it should be fine.
is not very hard.
manage to do most of the questions.
Tomorrow i got other 2 paper is ESB & Maths.
im ok with my maths but im not ok w my EBS.
EBS is about business
And i suck in it.
btw no worries.
everything is gonna be fine to me:D

today i went to see a doctor about my hand.
That something funny on my hand.
and the doctor say that i have to go to the skin clinic
to cut it off and the app is on 28 oct i think.

after i think of cutting my hair so.
i cut it.
is not bad
and my sister spend total 28 bucks on my hair.
sad for her.

i cant put my picture on blogger.
which i dont know
i will put it on blogger next time.
I PROMISE!
ok gotta study for tomorrow papers.

H.shan

Friday, September 10, 2010

P holiday

today is P holiday
i didnt go anywhere
i just wanna stay @ home
& rest.
the best is i having flu now.
what a day man.
Bad flu day.
H.shan is going to fall sick again
but dont wory.
i will be well soon

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Enough

i dont have tear anymore.
my heart has already breakdown
god i really has enough.
all the people around are taking arrows shooting my heart.
4 years of friendship gone.
no one loves me..
all of them hates me
why??
did i make any mistake
im just being myself.
anything wrong with it.
my heart will never get fix.
because no one loves me
no one want to fix it for me
everyone hates me.
including the one i loves so much

Monday, August 30, 2010

YOUR SMILE

Thinking about you,
Makes my day,
Every moment,
In every way,
Your smile melts my heart,
Like no other,
Especially,
When we stare at each other,
Your face gives me butterflies,
Whenever I look at you,
It makes me want to blurt out,
I Love You,
But what turns me on,
Is not just you face and your smile,
It's your personality,
And the times when we talk awhile,
Being with you makes me happy,
All the time,
That I wished you were forever mine,
But you have someone else
Which hurts my heart,
Every time I think about it,
It tears me apart,
I understand,
If you love another and not me,
Because the truth is,
I just want you to be happy,
But what pains me the most,
Is when i went in your Facebook
And all you have is her comment,
If she makes you smile,
If she makes you glad,
I don't want to get in the way,
Because I'm not like that,
But to tell you the truth,
When she goes,
I just want to tell you,
I love you more then you'll
Ever know

Sunday, August 29, 2010

SHINee fans!
did you know shinee had a new album?
LUCIFER!
the dance of the song are nice.
going to learn, but do not know when.
however, i am busy with my O level this year.
i only can practice dance on very mon, wed and friday.
now i am learn JOJO by SHINee.

pls go and listen to their new albim songs.
it really very nice.

love,
H.Shan

Saturday, August 7, 2010

you ran like a ninja
act like you are kicking the ball into the goal post
and then you GOAL!
i really cant get away the picture of you doing that
you are so cute doing that. However i am not the one you love.

i am happy that you find your miss right.
i bet she is good. however i believe you have high taste.
i saw her pictures. she look beautiful and smart.
Hope your will last long.
although my heart hurts to see it.
However, my heart will not smile when i see you cry.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

on the sat

i had a lot of fun on sat...
although i cant meet him.
but it time for me to spent more time with my classmates.
because is the last year.
we went to sentosa...
hmmm
need to log out le

hahahas
now i am continuing the story
i hang around w guys more than girls that day.
however guys are more fun playing than girls.
we invited teachers too, but is only 3 teachers are free to come.
it okay. we has a lot of fun playing and taking pictures
after that, we when to coffee shop and have our dinner.
most of the people went home already.
then we went home.

i hope we wiil have more outing like that.
however, we have to wait for our major exam to end.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

BLESSED BIRTHDAY TAEMIN
hope you always so cute
and get more dancing skills.
hope your upcoming album will bring SHINee to the top of heaven.
god may bless you & help you.
i will pray for you and your members
ILOVEYOU
Stay handsome, cool, cute, funny and pretty:D
i really love all your songs.
And those dances too.
they are awesome.
hope you can bring us more nice songs and dances.
i will see you guys in Singapore.
happy 18th birthday! TAEMIN

Friday, July 9, 2010































i think that BGR is always good.
but all my friends makes it hard.
BGR should be a sweet and warm things
BUT they put some bitter things.
so is no longer sweet and happy.
i hope i will not be like them.
i really wanna try a sweet + warm BGR
because it took away my sadness.
but my heart has already break into pieces
i really hope someone will fix it for me.
have you ever heartbroken before?
when you fall in love with a guy or girl.
and you will heartaches.
and you heart will slow break into pieces.

Friday, July 2, 2010

just change a bit of me.
everything will be the best.

Friday, June 18, 2010

To All The People In This World:

what i want to say is, if you dont like shinee or one of the member.
just mind your own business and dont talk bad things about them in front of us(fans of shinee)
you have no right to say bad thing about them, because you don't know anything about them
if you say bad things about that mean you are jealous of their talents!
IF NOT JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH AND MIND YOUR BLOODY BUSINESS!
i hate it when people saying something bad about the person that i loves.
i dont know whatever bad things your say to me, but not to the person that i love
1st Dont even try to say bad things about my family
2nd dont even try to bully my friends
3rd dont even think of saying bad things about KOREAN BAND!

THEY ARE JUST TOO AWESOME.
IF YOU DONT THINK THE SAME WAY AS ME.
THEN I CANT DO ANYTHING

sorry, i dont want to say words like that.
if you know how to love, then you will know how i feel now

thankz
and once again sorry

your friend
huishan

Monday, June 14, 2010

i always think that i had forget the guy that i used to like,
but actually i still remember all the things he do and say.
i remember his beautiful eyes,
i remember his beautiful face,
and his beautiful skin colour.

i always thought that, the one i like this onew.
although we are far apart, but he is the guy that i really want to have.
but i was wrong.
onew is just a replacement of him.
i am just trying to make use of onew to forget him,
without i am knowing it.

although onew is the replacement of him, i still love onew.
he is really awesome to me.
onew fighting

your friend,
huishan

Saturday, June 12, 2010

blessing

Today i went to YOG.
i have a lot of fun.
i get a lot of blessing, although all the blessing are small.
but i still very happy.
god give me the first birthday present.
it very hard for me to example.
but i know god always save the BEST for me
this is my first present

nice right?
for me the image no, but the effect is beautiful. mine took the longest time and use the most balloon and i so happy:D then everyone say mine balloon so different from other sia

your friend huishan

Friday, June 11, 2010

tofu onew

i really fall in love with onew.
i like his cuteness although taemin is cuter.
i like his beautiful face although jonghyun is more handsome.
i like his coolness although minho is the coolest.
i like his hardwork although key is much more.
i like his voice although jonghyun's voice sound nicer.
i like his craziness.
i like his conditions.
i like when the time he dance.
i like when the time he smile.
i like when the time he joke around.
i dont know why.
i just like whatever things he do.
he makes me smile and laugh.
he is the one and only guy that makes me happy.

your can say that i am crazy.
but i believe once you open your heart and see the things he do, it makes you happy too.
when he dance, you will just stare at him and say WOW
when he laugh, you will laugh with him too.
when he joke around, you will say omg he so cute.
when he sing, your heart is melting.
whatever things he do, it just affect you.

my friends say that onew is not handsome, not cute.
but in my heart he is n.o. 2
tofu onew FIGHTING!

your friends
huishan

Holiday

June Holiday start long time ago.
(haiss) really miss those school time.
(HAISS) MISS HIM MORE!
i think he really enjoy this holiday.
i am enjoying mine too:D
i went to try LA hip hop with bernice:D
it not bad, BUT i cant really follow.
i mean when i dance with the music.
the song is to fast to me.
i am still a beginner, you know?
although i cant dance well with the music
but i really enjoy it.
AND I WILL NOT GIVE UP IN DANCING!
I WANNA DANCE, I DANCE.
I WANNA SING, I SING.
I WILL DO, IF I WANNA DO.
THAT ME!
NEVER GIVE UP!
BECAUSE I am the leader of joy.
AND My member will cheer for me.
They say: GO LEADER GO!
AWESOME!
CAN YOU SEE I AM ENJOYING MY LIFE NOW?

YOUR FRIEND
HUISHAN

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

SHINee Onew oppaE>Jonghyun oppaE>



Minho oppaE>Key oppaE>Taemin oppaE>




SHINee This The Best!!


ReplayE>


Ring Ding DongE>


AmigoE>



























Wednesday, May 12, 2010

long time no see AGAIN!
sorry, this few day very busy.
busy cause me lazy.
hmmm... busy of what nah?
let me tell you.
this month is exam month.
i have a high target for my exam.
so must study hard lo.

hmmm... i have stop doing a lot of things.
because of exam cant learn guitar , piano and dance.
nonono.. is not my mom, but me.
i am really trying my best to study well for this exam.
but i think i am gonna fail most of my subjects.
but i trust jesus...
he will let me pass all my subjects with flying colour!!!
AMEN!!!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

EJ camp

i am very sad now.
my sister do not agree me to go EJ camp.
but i really wanna go EJ camp.
i really do not know why she do not agree with it.
now i finally understand the feeling
when the thing that i really want to do it
and the person that very important dont support me.
my heart really break it into pieces.

i am crying now. cant stop the tear from dropping.
lord, i am tired.
i dont know what to do.
do you want me to go.
i have the desire to go.
but my sister dont agree with me.
what should i do?
i am really tired.
just feel like throwing all the things into the sea...

Friday, April 16, 2010

ABIGAIL WEST IS THE JOKE OF THIS WEEK:D

Abigail is one of my school friends.
lazy to write down what happen.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

hihi ppl!

sorry, haiss.. long time didnt update my blog le.
busy?? nah busy is just a reason to cover my laziness.
hmmm... you guys also can say that im busy lah but
busy untill i lazy to update:D

i realize that a lot of things happen in this few weeks.
the time passed real fast!!
is april already! have you guys fool your friends during the first day of april?
or you are the one that fool by friends? hahaha
sorry, nothing much on 1th april to me.

but this few weeks and day real happen a lot of things
- my mid-year is coming
- i think he know that i like him
- unknown prank me
- those stupid girls prank me on msn
-busy for nothing
-have problem in my studies
-have problem in friendship
- have problem with a lot of thing but i have no idea what is that..
it seem that i have a heavy heart and no one know it
trying to rest in daddy but worry too much that those things
all the things that i do like have lot of problem.
always so lonely.
friends have mood swing
trying to use my own hand to do thing, but nothing turn good

daddy, i give all my prayer to you
i praise you
i worship you
you are always the best way
you are the one who save me
i worship you
i give thank to you
i give thank to you

you have been lock up so that im free
jesus, i worship you as my lord
i worship you, my lord.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

dong is me!

today dong, hidayu and ulfah went to scs
at first is like bored to the max
but at the last minute we start to play board games
and is like super funny...
then we sent ulfah home
afterward dong and hidayu sit under ulfah's block
hidayu was doing her work
and you guess what dong doing???
sitting there scratching dong's leg
and last i went dinner with hidayu and her brother, zaki at LJS

before i reach home my mood is good
but my sister say something makes me sad
because i forget to buy her water
then say this to me in a angry voice
" you forget like how you forget my birthday"
is not that i forget, is idontknow what to do for your birthday
i want to make you happy too
is not a easy things to buy present for the close one
but i dont blame you
i understand your feeling
i know you feel very sad when your small sister did not do anything for your birthday
but you must understand!
is not i dont want to give you present or whatever
is i dont know what to do for your birthday
i dont know to make you happy!!!
WHY NOBODY UNDERSTAND MEEEEE!!!
I JUST WANT YOUR TO UNDERSTAND ME
ITIZ VER HARD TO DO IT...

Sunday, March 14, 2010

i feel hurt when i am trying my to forget you.
but i feel more hurt when i am loving you.
i just dont know what to do.
i feel sad
when i am thinking about you
i am feeling hurt when i am miss you
i feel more hurt when i look at you

you steal away my heart
and you run a way
now i have no heart to do anything
please return my heart

i dont wanna feel hurt anymore
i want to forget you
can you help me?
i really need your help
give me back my heart
this is all i want
i am sure you can help me

Thursday, March 11, 2010

i feel sad when i know that u have gf
i know that you are not belong to me
but i just cant put back my heart from walking toward you
at 1st i thot that i will not felll in love with you
but just out of a sudden my heart is with you

but i know that i dont want to be like nazreen
she too over about himmmmm
and somemore he also not handsome
hahaha
hope nazreen dont read this
if not she going to kill me

god pls help me!!!
I DONT WANT TO LOVE HIM

Thursday, March 4, 2010

cross country

a lot of things happen during the cross country
got happy and got sad
before i say about the cross country
i have to tell and that my two funny friends are behind
and just nice they are NAZREEN AND HIDAYU
hidayu sit on my left
nazreen sit on my right
my left side is super quite
but my right side is super noisy


okay let go to the cross country thingy
but i am kinda of lazy to say about it
and nazreen is crazy now
out of sudden she must laugh like nobody business

oh ya!
i smile at one guy today
and he smile back
and i think nazreen angry with me
cause he the guy that nazreen like

and i feel so embarrassing
i like one crazy girl in front of him
then i fell down in front of him so many time sia
then he look at me, and i also look at him
he look at me like what sia
my heart break sia

nevermind lah
okay nazreen is trying read what i am writing now
got to go
bye:D

Monday, March 1, 2010

god, i thank you that you have already change me too a better person and you makes me much more happy than last time

but god sometime i think that i am a very selfish person,
sometime just over hyper,
did not keep most of the promises,
wasting a lot of time,
can not force in the things,
too over playful,
too over lazy,
no heart for most of the things,
too much worry,
and
spending too much time on playing

God, i really need your help!
please do help me, God

Sunday, February 28, 2010


Saturday, February 27, 2010

they are so CUTE!!!




































their dancing songs makes me wanna learn
their love songs makes me wanna cry
they are so good in dancing and their voices are nice
i love them so much
SS501 fighting!!!


oh man, i love her so much

smile

You're better than the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your life
Cooler than the flip-side of my pillow (that's right)
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Let's me know that it's okay (yea, it's okay)
And the moments when my good times start to fade

[Chorus:]
You make me smile like a sun, Fall outta bed
Sing like a bird, Dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee]
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you don't
Somehow you come along just like a flower pokin through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain
And just like that

[Chorus]

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like fool, Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, Buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

[Chorus]

(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh you make me smille
just came back
so tired

today i went to level session
god gave me something very heavy
i can feel the weight if the thing
but i know is something that i love it

i will wait for the blessing to come out at the good time
btw thank you jesus for the blessing

receive in jesus name
and everyone say
AMEN!!!!

Friday, February 26, 2010

today is not my day

i have nothing to say about today
today real suck for me
but not for nazreen
she almost fly to the sky
something good happen to her
oh ya
nazreen is one of my best friends
sometime i call her tong tong
last time i used to call her sotong
cause SHE super blur

Friday, February 12, 2010

sometime i feel jealous when ii see my friends and their family are showing love to each and other. i know my family loves me but i really cant see it and cant feel it.
in other way i feel that their loves my 4th sister more.
i feel very sad when my mother scold me and i feel sad even more when she laughing with my 4th sister
it show like i only will make her anrgy and 4th sister is the only one can make her happy

but i know god loves me
i dont care how many people hates me
i only care the love that god give to me
he is the only one that understand what i feel
and nobody can replace him

list of things

i am so going to buy a phone
my phone SUCK!!
i hate my phone when my phone off by itself!!!
but my mom say that she will buy when CNY is over
anyway i donno what phone to buy
the phone that i want cost 800++


i am so going to buy a ipod and mp3
i feel no life without music
target one mp3 149dollar
ipod donno when can get=(

i am so going to buy a piano keyboard
is so hard to learn piano using the small keyboard
and so going to but at yamaha!!!!

I AM SO GOING TO BUY IT
IT VERY IMPORTANT TO MEEEEEEE!!!!!

love

someday, sometime i will just suddenly cant feel any love from other
someday, sometime i will just feel like my friends and family member hate me a lot
but
someday, sometime i feel so loved by them
someday, sometime they just love to follow wherever i go


if i hate a person will take away all the love i have
i will just stop myself to hate her
and i will start to love her
but she just cant stop letting me hate her
as miss woo say if i really hate her
why not just stop caring about her
and move on

this is what i am trying to do now

and i will ask daddy god to bless her
and i will pray for her
that all i can do for her

Friday, February 5, 2010

joke of yesterday=)

yesterday my friend and i when to ulfah's house.
my beloved friend scare of cat
just nice ulfah has 2 cats
i scare her with those cat
and she is very scare, she even can climb on the wall
when i saw the moment that she is trying to climb on the wall.
me and ulfah started to laugh at her.
is so funny

and i tell her that i am going to share this interesting news to everybody
but she tell me not to tell her name
so i will not tell your that her name is hidayu
opps! i just say it:P
keke